I have a confession to make, yesterday, I was a damn bitch to one of my good friends. She was late for something for reasons that I now empathise with. But yesterday, I was really short-tempered and spoke to her very harshly over the phone when I should have kept my temper. I think she was quite hurt by that and I really wish I hadn't done it. I wish I'd just let it pass. Wish I had just been more easy going. I wasn't all that early or whatever either, whatever possessed me at that moment to be a downright asshole is nothing other than selfish righteousness that gave birth to incredible impatience. I have apologised. But I can see why it's not enough because she's really not used to my temper and I went overboard. So now she isn't talking to me and I feel fucking terrible. There's nothing I can say for myself. She's seriously a friend that I love very much. I wish I hadn't done it. I'm so sorry...