Return!

I'm so friggin' stressed right now. Aside from the load of project deadlines and assignments coming up, I've got a gig coming up. I'm particularly scared about this gig because I went for the rehearsal on saturday and I went off tune at the high part which was crazy embarrassing even though nobody else seemed to care. It's scare, you know? To not feel secure about your parts in any performance. All my band mates do fine jobs, and if I fuck up. It'll just be me... I've been practicing a lot and praying a decent amount. I've even been drinking pi pa gao everyday. I'M SO DARN AFRAID OF MESSING UP.

Lord please help me get through this period of time. It surprises me every time, the calming effect of prayer really is undeniable.